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So one of my best friend has continuted her long distance relationship with the man she has been spending 5 years with. Leaving the loved one ,who you could only see once or twice a year is painful. How I dealed with my emotion was to lock myslef in the room for a couple of days, watching some drama makes you feel like you are in another world. No, you do not want to start hanging out with friends asap. They are going to ask you how was your summer and all that, and all you will be thinking is how much you want to leave this place and go back to where brings you joys. I'd like to be alone when I'm depressed or upset. I do not know if that friend needed a shoulder, but I do know it's gonna be a tough week for her, better leave her alone. As soon as she feels better, I will be there for her.

Bang!

Lynette's acting skill in 2:20 was fantastic. Made me moved.

We all have pain, everyone in here has pain.

But we deal with it.

We swallow it, get going with our life.

But we don't is go around shooting strangers.

Thank you

I do believe there's someone out there looking after me.

Whenever I was depressing, felt like life's pointless and cried so hard just wanted to end my life, things would just turn 180 for me.

Whenever I needed money so bad, some random people would lend me money, my boss would suddenly decide to make salary day come earlier, my mom would just give me some money without expectation.

Whenever I needed a job I rambled for like couple of days then the job would just show up like that and the interview would go perfectly well.

Whenever I was sick, it never got me bad. I would recovery in a few day and good for all the exams and job.


Words can not express how important you are to me. I know I'm a lucky person who has never suffered from anything like others, I know I'm lucky< things always go what I want. I'm taking this serious. I thank you. Thank you for making me become a better person. When the right time comes I'll give you what you want from me.

Killing Killing me

碎

有這樣一種感覺覺得自己心被撕裂了
現實太殘酷
我像是小孩過得太美好
沒有了糖果餅乾及玩具,世界崩塌

我沒有像別人所講的get myself together
很憂鬱很孤單
喘不過氣甚麼事都不想做

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

FUCK!!!!!!!!

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Need to give myself some private time to cry my heart out so that I don't have to be depressed as hell.



Fuck

I Love

Katharina Richter

Weezer - Heart Songs

Need help with the style

I love it when you don't have to worry about the style of your blog.
Now there's a new function up there helps you to creat your own style of blog.

Ah that means I'm having a big trouble thinking about the look that i want now.
Or probably i'll just stay this way.
Looks a bit like a loser XD It's like all the people are using cool layouts on their myspace and you are not. Well guess what. I just want to quit thinking of new styles and stuff.

Yap.
(ok, maybe when i have time. I'll do some research for the style stuff. XD)

Don't rush

I'm in love with this song.
But hell we need to rush to get what we want.

Remember you're a girl

Pulp Fiction

But this movie is not what I'm going to talk about now.

I got this DVD in america last summer. At Walmart, where you can get lots of cheap things which's really ture. Cuz this DVD's only 13 bucks. But what had happened was when I walked to the cashier and ready to pay for this sweet baby, the cashier asked me to show her my ID. HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO A HAVE ID? So I asked her if I could show her my international student ID? She said NO! I have to show her my AMERICAN ID.

That was bullshit that Walmart let EVERYONE go in there and buy things, but buying this rated R movie I have show her my AMERICAN ID.

The lady waiting the line behind me was complaining about this stupid rule, too. That cashier was like that's the rule and rule's the rule.

Seriously dear Walmart, tell me how bullshit was that?
Cuz I AM A FORGINER THAT I CAN NOT GET THAT DVD?
Oh fuck that!

I was watching the Animal planet with my brother two days ago. The show was about 10 scarest insects in Australia. It's really an interesting show. The guy let every insects bite him to let us know how bad will it be. You can hear him say this a lot : " Ok so now I can feel a little bit hurt. It's getting hotter now. Ok now it's very hurt. You can see it doen't turn red at all. And awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!" lol me and my brother laughed so hard by watching his reaction. So the picture up there is the most dangerous ant in Australia. No kidding the man let this ant bite him and he was like:" aw it's really really hurt. Yes it is. Aw it bit me again. Aw, Awwwwwwww". 30 seconds later this man was crying. LOL. But he was still introducing how the pain was. Really that show was hilarious and interesting haha.

Up in the air

I watched this last night, or you can say 3 am in the morning.
This is really a good movie. Two parts I like about this movie are how they use some tips to fire people and how amazing they have their life on the plane. But I don't know...in the end George Clooney still didn't get anyone to spend the rest of the life with. Is it pretty much how he's philosophy in real life? Very interesting. Watch it and you will know.

Mt. Rushmore

I still remember the first time we went there. We've been pull over by forgot the seat belt. You have to pay 10 dollors for your car but that ticket can remain a year. The restraunt there was great but I couldn't get things I want. We stayed there till 8. Really it's just a statue. But talk about history, they are more than the rock you know.